jellybeans

They say ‘dont regret the past, you wanted it that way once’ well for me, I didn’t know what I wanted, I failed to have that ‘20 seconds of insane courage’ which could have changed how things are now. I realise that now. And now I wonder what it would be like if I wasn’t scared back then. But I think the worst part is, is that I know I can NEVER have what I could have had…. 17 hours ago - 1 note